Thursday, June 10, 2010

It's Me..


I’m NOTHING, I’m EVERYTHING. I’m, what NOT I am, a trouble-free, low-maintenance human being. I’m someone between 112 crore Indians, sometime I lost in crowd and some time the crowd lost me. I’m here with you coz I didn’t get anywhere else a place for my head. I am SINGLE coz I’ve born single and I have to die SINGLE but one day I should be DOUBLE when I will find another singlehood inside me. I am happy coz I forget to feel bad. I fall every time and each time I learn something. I do whatever my mind prompts me, I reject whatever my mind fails to accept. I take what life gives me, coz life sometime don’t give us a second chance. My simplicity is my identity. However, sometime people forget that I also carry heart & feelings like them. Other than, I still NEVER MIND. I am not negative minded, neither am positive. I analyze every second I exist, beatin on my mind every second with my fists. Ultimately I'm a 21st century digital boy, I don't know how to live but I've got a lot of toys.

► Well.. what I tell you about me? It's difficult to say by myself. I'm belongs to a simple Bengali family. Basically I am a very simple person who loves music, passionate about driving and spending priceless times with friends. I'm a fun loving guy close to ground and full of hopes. I’m cleanliness freak and I'm very very emotional and a little bit shy. I hate over smarties, liars and flirts. And what's most important to me is to be honest in any relation. In a single word, I’m a Emotional Fool. I never ever found a word in dictionary, That is ' Impossible ', coz Impossible itself tells, " I’m possible ". Except ‘Impossible’ to forget some MOMENTS, ‘Impossible’ to forget some WORDS.. I always pray to god that every one in this world should be happy.... I don't believe in love at first sight, this is the most ridiculous thing I ever seen in my life. At last, I am friendly and want to make friends.

► I am a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard. Handful of complaints but I can't help the fact that everyone can see these scars. I am what I want you to want, what I want you to feel. But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you to just believe this is real. I am, a little bit insecure, a little unconfident 'cause you don't understand I do what I can. Sometimes I don't make sense. I am, what you never wanna say, but I've never had a doubt It's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you for once just to hear me out. So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do You face away and pretend that I'm not But I'll be here cause you're all that I've got. I can't feel the way I did before. Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored. Time won't heal the damage anymore.